I was born on November 20th 1982 in Orange County California. That’s where it all began! I grew up in a nice neighborhood in south OC and lived in the same house for almost all of my childhood and teens. I was a happy kid, pretty loud and adventurous (that part hasn’t really changed, ha!) When I was really little I would scream at the top of my lungs for no apparent reason and then laugh because people would stop and stare at me annoyed! Or so my parents say! I grew up in a loving house, and my parents are still together and happily married! Surprising for this day in age right?!
Through school I loved art, drama, and dance! Middle school was rough for me but I think it was probably rough for everyone! I got teased a lot by the older kids for not having any boobs in Jr. High! Ha! By freshman year things had really changed, and I mean really!
When I moved into high school things changed a lot for me, in all aspects. I started going through depression and experimented with drugs and alcohol. At the time I was about 15, but by the age of 16 I had launched into a full blown addiction of drugs and alcohol. I fell into it head first and was convinced that this was my way of life, how it was supposed to be. Between the age of 15 and 17, I did enough drugs and alcohol to last 2 lifetimes, or at least it felt like it. I hurt myself and so many other people in my life! Depression only got worse and I wasn’t even me anymore, I had no idea who I had become. I wasn’t slamming heroin, but I hit bottom hard anyhow. With the love of my parents I got clean and sober, March 4, 2000 as I was sent to rehab in another state for ten months. I finished school there and let my head clear. Everything changed. I have not done any drugs or alcohol since! I could write a whole damn book on my experiences on that time of my life! The stories! Let alone the rest of my life thus far! But I won’t get into all the details. I will say however that being clean of drugs and alcohol I am so proud of! It’s one of the greatest things I have done. In all honesty I am very happy that I went through what I did because it made me who I am today! I love who I am and have way too much fun without that stuff! Anyone who knows me knows that! Ha!
In the next few years following gettin’ clean, I found out more about myself and what I wanted in life. I started dating and had some great friends, a boyfriend for almost 2years and more life experiences under my belt. Just living life and seeing what came my way. In late 2004 I started to get into the Fetish Fashion. I had been into corsets and heels and stuff for a long time! Hell, my first corset I got when I was 15! But this time I was really into it! And I discovered Latex! I absolutely loved magazines like Skin Two, Marquis, and Secret and just felt this crazy attraction to it! I checked out alternative model sites and was very interested! I started exploring more of my own fetishes like latex, electrical tape, stockings and fishnets, heels, etc. I loved the photography and was inspired by it! I wanted to be a part of this!
I started going to clubs in Hollywood with friends, and after my relationship of almost 2years had come to an end, I had some exploring to do! One night a friend of mine and I went to club Dungeon in Hollywood and we saw a live show of BDSM play! I was mesmerized! I felt this intense draw to it! While watching the show I realized, “I have to be a part of this! I need to model and do the things that I have wanted to do” and I felt it inside of me! My friend and I decided that we were gonna' do this! So we contacted the club promoter, Courtney, and set up a time to meet with him. We talked to him and I told him what I wanted to do and why, and he told me to come back and perform! The first night that we performed on stage was amazing! I felt like I was home! So I kept coming back and kept playing!
I started meeting new people and set up profiles on model networking sites. I went to a lot of events and got out there, just excited to do everything! I started doing photo shoots and actually started doing some photography of my own as well! I loved shooting as a photographer and did some great work, but the ideas I wanted to shoot, no one would model for me because they weren’t willing to do what I had in mind, so I ended up modeling for myself! It became very difficult to do! At one point I decided that as much as I love being behind the camera, I love being in front of it more! At least at this point I do!
I kept going to clubs and shooting and driving back between Los Angeles and Orange County. In November 2005 I decided I would move up to Los Angeles and have been living up here since! I have met some great people, and some of my dearest friends (you know who you are)! Between them and my family and work, I keep myself fairly busy! I love modeling and being a part of art! I am a huge pervert of course, I won’t lie! So this is pretty damn fun for me! I am happy with my career so far and hope for it to get even better! I am so excited about this website! I appreciate you reading my bio and getting to know me better! I want you to see pieces of my personality and who I am in my work! I hope you enjoy all of this just as much as I do!
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